Sidi's Winter Invitational LAN stage tiebreaker Digital Single "ASTERIA"
Release Hallucination
All Music:Kaoru Hirato
Vocal and Lyrics:emi
Movie:koshi-kun
Lyric Design:柊綴
Illustration:hayu
【Subscription】
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【Download】
・THE SHOP Release Hallucination
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・BandCamp
https://releasehallucination.bandcamp.com/album/asteria
・BOOTH
https://relehallu.booth.pm/items/6369702
【THE SHOP Release Hallucination "ASTERIA" Original merchandise】
https://releasehallucination.com/shop/product-tag/asteria/
【Lyrics】
満たされない 満たされたい
夜明けのない 夜を照らした
"造り物"で "偽物"じゃない
眩しいほど 存在するセカイ
自虐的に 嗜虐的に
喉のつかえ 致死量未満の
澱みなんて 飲み込んだって
消えないんだって 想像できていたのに
無意味な粛清や 悪魔の証明に 意味などあるの
ASTERIA 正しく叛く勇気を
ASTERIA 涙を知って赦す深い心を
誇りの名で呼ぶなら それはどこに宿るのでしょう
怖くて 隙間を埋める言葉を
探して 強がるために今日を彷徨っている
不確かに繋がった 輝き方を知らない ASTERIA
欲しがるまま 求めるまま
欲の皮は無形で有形だ
踊らされる 溺れていく
自発的な呼吸さえ忘れて
誰かに似た 仮面ばかり
何者でも なれればいいの?
流されるな 目を閉じれば
その身が穿つ足跡も失くして
隠した臆病さを 舐め合う協定に その身を委ね
ASTERIA 僅かに揺らぐ誓いも
ASTERIA 従うことに慣れた 弱い心も
未熟さと気づくなら 綻びすら繕えるでしょう
小さく 灯る明日を目指して
誰しも 独りで歩く夜は寂しいから
僕らは共鳴する 輝き方を探してる ASTERIA
問いかけ 苦悩する時間を重ねて 掴んだ痛みが標になろうと
ASTERIA 正しく叛く勇気を…
ASTERIA だけれどまだ上手に傷つけない
幾度でも繰り返し きっと足掻き続けるでしょう
ASTERIA 静かな空を見上げた
ASTERIA 夜の片隅 白い息 漏らして
僕らは瞬き出す 輝き方を見つけた ASTERIA
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I am not fulfilled
I want to be fulfilled
Lighting up an endless night with no dawn
A world that's "crafted" but not "fake"
It exists, so dazzlingly real
Self-deprecating and sadistic
I swallowed the suffocating murk less than a lethal dose
Knowing full well it wouldn’t disappear
Even though I could already imagine it
Is there any meaning in carrying out meaningless purges or seeking proof of the devil's existence
ASTERIA
The courage to rebel righteousness
ASTERIA
Knowing the pain that brings tears, a deep heart capable of forgiveness
If we were to call those pride, then where would they be
Afraid, I wander through today, searching for words to fill the gaps, pretending to be strong
Connected uncertainly, not knowing how to shine
ASTERIA
As everyone desires, as they seek
Greed is both intangible and tangible
Everyone is made to dance, drowning
Forgetting even their own breath
You always wear only masks resembling someone else
Is that really what you wish for, regardless of what it is
Don't be swayed by those around you
If you close your eyes, you will lose even the footprints you leave behind
Submitting yourself to an agreement to lick each other's concealed cowardice
ASTERIA
Even the vows that waver slightly
ASTERIA
The weak heart accustomed to following others
Once you realize its immaturity, you will be able to mend the wounds of the past
Everyone aims for a small flickering tomorrow
And the night walked alone is lonely
That's why we resonate, searching for how to shine
Questioning myself, accumulating the time spent in doubt and suffering
Even if the pain I finally understand becomes a guidepost
ASTERIA
The courage to rebel righteousness
ASTERIA
Still you don't understand a meaningful way to get hurt
You will surely continue to struggle, repeating the same mistake countless times
ASTERIA
You look up at the quiet sky
ASTERIA
You are leaking white breath in a corner of the night
We begin to twinkle, having found the way to shine
ASTERIA